My name is Kara and for the past 10 years I have been married to Jess Murray.
From the day I first saw him I knew there was something different about him.
Of all the boys in my school playground he stood out and I knew from that day on
that he was the one for me.
Our friendship grew over the coming weeks and eventually he asked me to go to a movie.
Crouching tiger hidden dragon not your typical first date movie but then Jess isn't your typical guy. I remember waiting in line to enter the theatre Jess turned to me and said;
"You do realize this movie has subtitles?"
"Of course!"
I said with confidence and a huge smile while on the inside I was thinking
"Are you for real I freaking hate subtitles."
That night I learnt many things one was that you can follow a film without having to read all the subtitles. That Jess loved cheesecake and video games, that i was totally smitten with this boy and I just couldn't imagine life without him.
So I hear you say thanks for the history lesson but what is this all about?
Well fast forward to 2011 and I find my self living in my friends granny flat, without my husband and children. They are soon to board a plane to the other side of the country and all I know for sure is that I am truly sorry for everything.
I know that's quite vague but i intend to use this blog to show Jess and the rest of the world how sorry I am and how I will do anything for him to forgive me.
I know some of you will read this and think Kara you have nothing to be sorry for but that really isn't true at all. I have done so many things and made so many mistakes I don't even know where to begin. Hopefully writing it all down will give me perspective and clear my head.
If you've gotten this far then I say well done and thank-you.
Here's a pic of Jess and I on a recent holiday
